Thursday, January 21, 2010

January 21/2010 :: Detached

Day -1 (Tomorrow is the day)
Mood: I'm going where tomorrow? No way.
Level of Excitement/Crazy: 4/10


You know how things stress you out? When you have so much time on your hands because you were finished packing a week ago so now all that is left is time for your mind to wander. To stress out over things that you shouldn't stress out over. Welcome to my brain.

I'm not amused by it myself. It makes sleeping a chore when it's supposed to be ME TIME. Sleeping, or post-sleep, is the time when my brain should be at its most creative. I look forward to it most nights. Not when I'm stressed though.

So I tell myself that things will work out. And I believe it to. Things do work out, they always do. Worrying about cash? Bang! Scholarship! Worrying about stress? Bang! A new RP thread to delight in! Worried about accessing the internet over in Oxford because you won't have a login for the first week? Bang! Two seconds later you'll get an email explaining a free wireless intended for your use in that first week!

It's like flipping magic.

Thank you universe. You keep things in balance.

So yeah, basically I'm roaming the interwebs. Looking for funny and amusing things to eat up my time.

I think I've overused the stumble button.

My mood is oddly detached. Like I can't believe I'm going anywhere special tomorrow. It's a normal day. BUT IT ISN'T! Ah well, I'd rather be detached than stressed.

Cheerio!!

:: Julianne ::

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